My Perfect Brother
(After Last Night
Tragedy)
My perfect brothers don’t know what they got till it’s
gone.
My perfect brothers forgot that I’m still around and
have a feeling.
My perfect brother…
My perfect brother
doesn’t feel the love surround him till it’s burned.
Burned to ashes.
My perfect brother
doesn’t know that I care the most,
Till I got sick of him and explode.
My perfect brother
doesn’t realize that I lift him so high,
So he can crush me
in every step he takes.
But I’m already broken to pieces.
My perfect brother
doesn’t care that I love him to the point I’ll sacrifice everything for him.
Even my own happiness
till it’s all disappeared.
Vanish with the wind.
My perfect brother
doesn’t think that he is important to me,
But he went away
and leave me alone.
In this cruel
world, with uneasy
feeling about how his day is.
But that’s okay for me, because he is my
brother, my perfect brother with all his flaws.
My perfect brother
doesn’t know that I loved him so much,
But now I loathe him equally.
My perfect brother
doesn’t care that I care and worried sick about him all the time.
But the result is I don’t want to think about him nor talk about him and
say his name anymore.
My perfect brother
doesn’t think about the hurt feeling he gave towards this family,
In case we still
called as a family after this explosion.
Just in case we forget and
called us as one of family.
And now I want him to feel the pain he caused us to
feel.
But that’s okay, because he is my brother,
my perfect brother with all his flaws.
My perfect
brother never cared about me, about us, about this broken family.
But worse
come to the worse, he not caring about my mothers’ feeling if she knows about
this.
Our mother
heart if she’s here with us, if she sees the damage we’ve done to this home.
What about her?
Do you even think about this, brother?
Do you think she wants this?
Do you?
Do you realize the hurt and
disappointment you gave her?
Do you care? Not?
That’s okay, because I still do, and
will always do, I care and always care.
And that’s okay, you are perfect, my perfect
brother who never done wrong.
My perfect brother with all the flaws he
has.
My perfect brother never knew, how hard for me to turn
my back to him.
My perfect brother never knew, how I suffer to stop
the further damage and try to fix it.
My perfect brother never knew, how I always hope and
wish all the best for him.
My perfect brother never knew, how my pride is breaks
and hurt just to defend him from others.
My perfect brother never knew, how I tried not to hate
him with all the scar he gave me.
My perfect brother never knew, how I swallow all the disappointment
he throws in me.
My perfect brother never knew, how I struggle with
what I go through just to sacrifice to him.
My perfect brother never knew it all, he just knows
what he went through and about himself.
But that’s okay, because he is my brother, my perfect
brother with all the flaws in him.
My perfect brother,
I love him when I loathe him equally.
I care to him to the core to him get the pain and learnt from it.
My perfect brother with all the flaws he
has.
Never come back, but still around.
08.12.2015
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