Surat Untuk Tuan Berdarah Sama
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I don’t know what to say when I heard about you from her.
It’s hurt me and break my pride as the one who share the same blood with you.
Oh Tuan,
Seandainya kau tahu bahwa
aku sangat bangga padamu, dulu.
Kau adalah orang yang selalu
ku ceritakan pada temanku, pada siapapun,
Tentang kehebatanmu dan
kharismamu, juga kekuatanmu dalam memimpin.
Oh Tuan,
Seandainya kau tahu, dulu
aku selalu ingin menjadi seperti dirimu,
Respected, recognized, and
people always try to meet you,
To talk and close to you,
and wanted to befriend with.
But now,
Now what’s with you? What’s on your sleeve?
Where are you? The respected and recognized one I know?
I’ve been through life under your name, and I don’t mind it at all.
But now, I feel so ashamed, just to hear people say your name.
Oh Tuan,
Jika bukan karena darah kita yang mengalir sama dari
asal yang sama,
Jika bukan karena daging yang kita bagi bersama,
Jika bukan karena Sang Besar yang membuat kita harus
satu,
Aku pasti tak akan mau melihat dirimu lagi.
Aku begitu malu,
Pada diriku sendiri yang
tak bisa menahan rasa benci yang semakin besar
Setiap kali aku mendengar
berita tentang dirimu.
Pada diriku yang tak bisa
memaafkanmu secara tulus,
Selain karena kita berbagi darah dan daging.
Oh Tuan,
Keep feeding me with hatred,
Fill me with anger,
My hands are tied, and I’ve been chained.
Hurt me, break my pride more.
Make me look as the bad guy, and don’t stop playing victim.
Cause in the end of time,
Either you gone, or me, or the world,
I will resent you, disown you, leave you.
With all the disappointed and hate you’ve gave me.
For now, let’s play our role as good people who shared same blood and flesh.
As a perfect blood running in our
veins.
Show the world that we can through
this together.
Let them wonder about our end.
If not for the world need me
to need you,
I’ve already leave you years ago, but
For now, let’s pretend nothing’s happen.
Shall we?
My Lovely Brother?
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