Aku senang saat kita berbincang
bersama,
Aku senang saat kau membagi kisahmu
denganku,
Walau kadang aku tak mendengarkannya sepenuhnya, walau
kadang fokus ku terpecah dengan hal lain yang ada di kepalaku, walau kadang aku
tak mengerti dengan apa yang kau bicarakan.
Namun aku senang saat aku bersamamu
Walau secara tak langsung, aku cukup
senang membaca kalimatmu atau sekedar mendengar suaramu atau sekedar duduk
bersama.
Namun kesenanganku memudar,
Saat kau bilang aku berbeda. Berulang kau bilang aku berbeda.
Aku tak seperti wanita lain yang kau
kenal.
Mungkin aku memang tak sama, atau
mungkin kau memang belum mengenal cukup banyak
Tapi aku tahu kalau kau cukup banyak
mengenal orang lain.
Haruskah aku merasa bangga saat kau
bilang aku berbeda?
Saat kau bilang aku tak memiliki
bandingan, yang secara ironis sedang kau lakukan
Saat kau bilang hanya aku yang seperti
ini dan tak akan kau temukan lagi di tempat lain
Saat kau bilang bahwa aku adalah orang
yang sesuai dengan yang kau inginkan untuk dirimu
But, I’m tired
of this game
I want you to
know, that, It’s all lie
거짓말이야, 진실이 아니야
It’s all lie
My acting is
quite good, even I shock my self
I caught by the lie, caught in the
lie,
You said I’m your type, that I’m the
first, that you only want me.
But,
I’m not the
cheery girl you like,
Not the one with good smile, which
could drive away that black clouds as you say
I’m not the
open up girl you think I am
Not, Not the one with open mind, my
mind is full of shitty things, the one you will be disgusted
I'm not the bright girl who likes the light
Not, Not like that, I fall in love with the dark and only the dark
I'm not the bright girl who likes the light
Not, Not like that, I fall in love with the dark and only the dark
I’m not the
nice silly girl to be fooled around
I know what you play, I know what your meaning in every smile, I know what’s on your
mind
I’m not the
smart girl you found attractive
No, I’m just well know how to play
pretend while showing you the truth
I’m not that
good girl you looking for. I’m not good,
not nice, not even close
I’m just little dirty girl, shamelessly
black and blue, with a mad mind
아직 나는 여전히 똑같은 나인데 예전과 똑같은 나는 여기 있는데
너무나 커져버린 거짓이 날 삼키려 해
I don’t want to play pretend anymore,
I’m too tired for this
이 고통에서 헤어날 수 없어 벌받는 나를 구해줘
Kumohon,
berhentilah memandangku seperti itu.
내가 말한 것은 거짓말이 아니었지만,
But, I just
don’t want to show you the real me.
Jadi,
kumohon, jangan ucapkan hal itu lagi
Aku
hanyalah wanita biasa seperti wanita lain
I’m not the
one you think I am as a high and majesty like your fantasy
순결했던 날 찾아줘, 이 거짓 숙에 해어닐 수 없어 내 웃음을 돌려놔줘
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